date: 05.11.2026
title: 30 days of did: day 3
type: single_c(hank)
credits: shihkas, catalystconvergence

Q3-pt1: What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?
i don't know how i would feel exactly but leaning more towards not liking it. it doesn't feel right to become an individual after multiplicity takes up so much of my life.

Q3-pt2: What does healing look like for you?
being able ot properly communicate, better structure, better control and being able to solidify ourselves instead of feeling like a semi-blend. we collectively want to feel likea lavalamp instead of a smoothie or a soup.i would love to be able to find tune the noise, its like a fucking untuned radio in my head and i'd like for it to be less overstimulating and fucking annoying.

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